Dream as if you'll live forever: April 2011

Sunday, 10 April 2011

I fail.

Seriously, I made the blog post about change and blah blah blah. I don't think I have done anything I talked about in that, I don't know maybe I did. But, the point is that I need to change my body and eating habits and lose weight for my health. I think the thing holding me back is one I don't have motivation but also what ties into that is that it would be a lot easier if I had someone doing it with me. Secondly I would love to go to the gym but it can get really expensive doing to the gym or to classes. Oh! Maybe I will go to the spin class again that was a great workout, and then I can go into the gym too and do more, or go into the pool. I own Turbo Jam and was doing really well with that for about two weeks a long time ago but I want a treadmill or elliptical but I can afford one and my Dad who also wants one keeps putting it off on getting one. Like I have brought it up a lot and I just want to get it now, I don't care what it looks like or anything I just need it ASAP. I was on tumblr and I found some fitness blog type things, I don't really understand tumblr which is why I make my blog on here but the point is I saw this girls before and after pictures and her before looks like me and he body is really awesome now. I know she still wants to tone up and lose more weight but where she is she looks great and I would kill for that. There was one picture of her saying like her pants were literally falling off and that's what I want, to see a change, a dramatic change. I have 2 month to lose my weight before bathing suit season. I WILL DO IT. Hopefully. Oh gosh I'm horrible. Someone please push me work out. I need a workout body if I don't get this exercise machine to run with me.

Okay so goals:

Only drink water and skim milk.
Get in my 8 glasses of water a day.
Get in 8 hours of sleep every night.
No ice cream, I don't even like it very much.
Stop snacking on bad things.
Run (blargg) 3 times a week.
Turbo Jam 4 times a week.
Arms everyday, it doesn't take very long.

Can't think anymore getting too late, definitely won't get in the 8 hours tonight. My life starts tomorrow.

I want like a cute good-bye on here, I will have to think about it.

Bucket List #1

Life is so short that I just want to start living. Some of these things will be things I want to do this summer and others over my entire life. The list will continue to grow as I finish things and I will probably never finish before I die. Whenever that may be. I will start with the first 10 I can think of and update when I complete one.

1. Meet Marianas Trench
- This is a goal for the summer, they are FAVOURITE band.

2. Learn to play the guitar.
- This will hopefully be completed in the next year. I plan on taking lessons starting in September.

3. Get a tattoo.
- I have been giving this lots of though recently. Maybe done this summer, just need to find a design.

4. Go on a road trip.
- Definitely for this summer!

5. See a Broadway show.
- This is kind of cheating seeing as I am doing this in three weeks.

6. Travel to New York.
- This is also cheating because I leave for New York City on April 27, but oh well.

7. Go zip lining.
- This summer for sure. Maybe on my road trip?

8. Donate my hair.
- Have thought about it before but I was told I wasn't cutting off enough. I will probably do this after grad because I am growing it out.

9. Have sex.
- Who knows when this will happen seeing as I don't and probably will anytime soon have a boyfriend.
But who says you have to have a boyfriend? mmmm.

10. Go bungee jumping.
- Seems like an amazing adrenaline rush and something everyone should do. Maybe this summer, maybe years from now.

“Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”

*This is where the name of my blog came from.