I feel like I'm getting shit for caring. I get it that I haven't known you for very long but I have no idea why you're mad at me and why you won't let me know what is going on. I don't even know what to say to you and you won't text me back so I guess I will have to give you space. Everything was going so well I had things to do everyday and everything and I thought our friendship could develop more. I don't even know. This is weird, I grow attached to people too fast and this situation is not my fault as far as I know because you won't speak to me. You're supposed to be the adult in this situation and you are just acting like a child or pathetic high school student which is more like what I am supposed to be. I know that it's probably not easy for you to trust people because of what you have been through and that we haven't know each other long enough that any real bond had been made but I have already lost so many friends this year, not in the way you have but in a different way that I can still see them but can never talk to them just like you can't talk to yours. To be honest I don't know what to say to you, or what to expect to come out of your mouth if you ever to speak to me again. Well I do feel like I am getting out some of frustrations by typing this but I am still so confused and a little lost.